Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Feeling NOT so pretty and NOT so wanted... ~This Girls~

question of the day: have you ever gotten your heart broken?


well today has been one of those days...yes im posting a blog earlier then normal and thats because i have time to breath before 10 o'clock at night... well doesn't every teenage girl love to hear that the "guy of her dreams" likes some one else or is "talking" to someone who happens to be ten times prettier then you...year every girl love hearing that one... well not this girl who's heard it all her life...so much so that she can pretty much tell when its good idea or a waste of time to like some one else...but every time she gets her hopes up or thinks "this time it will be different" she's wrong its always the same old line and the some old "never goes anywhere" bit...then she has herd friends who tell her she pretty and blah blah blah but only if she could believe it she really wishes she could but she doesn't she smiles and nods and give a fake "aw thank you" and hopes they don't go on about how "beautiful" you are...then she has her other friends that complain about this this girl would kill to have and the friends that leave her for their boy friend and lastly the friends that use her as a 3rd wheel...this girl is also the girl that guys come to to get to her friends and 7 times out of 10 is the same guys that this girl likes...she could count on all 10 fingers and toes how many times she has hooked up the guy she likes with on of her friends...wow this girl...lastly all this girl really wants is the cheesy stuff... the hold of hands, walking to class, carry her books, buy her lunch, call and say "i just wanted to hear your voice", the walks on the beach, the late night conversations about nothing, and non of the sexual stuff guys and girls today consider "fun", some one to open and cloths doors, pull out her chair and say "after you hun"...the simple things in life is all she wants but cant seem to find them any where...this girls want a chance to be held and loved and called sweetie, this girl wants a chance to make her friends the 3rd wheel,  this girl wants a chance to leave her friends for her man, this girl wants a chance... 


~This Girl~

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