question of the day: "What does family mean to you ?"
there are those people in your family that you just cant get through to and those that you love, care, and worry about so much that you cant express it... you wanna get through to them so bad but you don't know how or where to begin to truly express what bugs you or hurts you about them... family means the world to me and there are those that it hurts to love them but you still do because you know it would hurt more to loose them... i cant express to any one how much love i hold for certain family members in my life <3
plz CB just plz for me
Monday, January 31, 2011
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Pain...
question of the day: "How well do you handle pain?"
soo for the past 6 months i have been in pain but these last two months the pain is just worse then its ever been... like i try my best to deal with it even taking pain killers don't work so i don't take them... like i joke around with my mom saying if i can go though this much pain for this long then i will have no problem with child birth ... its becoming harder and harder each day to mask how much pain i am in it becomes harder and harder each day to do the simple things in life like bending over and getting things... like right now typing this blog i am in pain with my knee and back ...so prayers are greatly appreciated...
~pain tears and surgery ... KendelRenae~
soo for the past 6 months i have been in pain but these last two months the pain is just worse then its ever been... like i try my best to deal with it even taking pain killers don't work so i don't take them... like i joke around with my mom saying if i can go though this much pain for this long then i will have no problem with child birth ... its becoming harder and harder each day to mask how much pain i am in it becomes harder and harder each day to do the simple things in life like bending over and getting things... like right now typing this blog i am in pain with my knee and back ...so prayers are greatly appreciated...
~pain tears and surgery ... KendelRenae~
Thursday, January 27, 2011
My Passion 4 ATV Fassion...
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| my baby... |
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| its required... |
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| hands get blisters :( |
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| gets a little windy |
~ ATV gear & vacation houses... Kendel :) ~
PS- do u love the matching font ?
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Life Is Short...
question of the day: "Who have you lost?"
last night my family and i got the devastating that my "uncle" Rozel passed away
he was my dads best friend and a second uncle to me
he has been apart of my family and apart of my life since before i was born
he lived in the same gated community as me i would ride my bike down to his house when i was little
i use to think he was like the greatest person in the world
he was supper tall and has an old school afro that was always perfect
he would tell me about how he would hold me when i was a baby because his arms were so long
i would fit on one of his arms
he would talk about how my dad and him would hang out and act when they were younger
his car...
thats a story in in of its self
his car was like and old school black on black mustang
it was so loud you knew when he was coming
that thing was his pride and joy
sad thing is Rozel has just become a grandpa and now his grandchild has to miss out the wonderful things he has to offer
his memory will love on
i have never seen my dad cry
but last night was an exception
he cried at the loss of a best friend
a brother
and good ol' memories
he will be loved and missed dearly
R.I.P "Uncle" Rozel
last night my family and i got the devastating that my "uncle" Rozel passed away
he was my dads best friend and a second uncle to me
he has been apart of my family and apart of my life since before i was born
he lived in the same gated community as me i would ride my bike down to his house when i was little
i use to think he was like the greatest person in the world
he was supper tall and has an old school afro that was always perfect
he would tell me about how he would hold me when i was a baby because his arms were so long
i would fit on one of his arms
he would talk about how my dad and him would hang out and act when they were younger
his car...
thats a story in in of its self
his car was like and old school black on black mustang
it was so loud you knew when he was coming
that thing was his pride and joy
sad thing is Rozel has just become a grandpa and now his grandchild has to miss out the wonderful things he has to offer
his memory will love on
i have never seen my dad cry
but last night was an exception
he cried at the loss of a best friend
a brother
and good ol' memories
he will be loved and missed dearly
R.I.P "Uncle" Rozel
Monday, January 24, 2011
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Crazy Time In High School...
question of the day: "Are you in the middle of finals?"
so this past week i have been getting ready for my Mid-Terms ((hence i have not written a blog in like years lol)) but im not too stressed out right now about finals but then again i am its a lot have kinda relationship between finals and i haha... so big news... KANDEE JOHNSON HAD HER BABY GIRL CUPCAKE
so this past week i have been getting ready for my Mid-Terms ((hence i have not written a blog in like years lol)) but im not too stressed out right now about finals but then again i am its a lot have kinda relationship between finals and i haha... so big news... KANDEE JOHNSON HAD HER BABY GIRL CUPCAKE
isnt she the cutest thing ever!! she looks just like kandee ahhh((btw bobby is kandee's BF and the father))
so tomorrow is the last day of "normal classes" then its time to get crackin on these finals :( well im confident im going to do well on these so its all good...so keep me in your prayers and kandee as she has just had her cupcake who is a week over due date lol so im going back to my Mid-Term studies and i will update you tomorrow and at then end of the week
love <3 and cupcakes
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Surgery...
question of the day: "Have you ever had surgery?"
so the time has come people... im stopping physical therapy and taking the next step in my "knee adventure" my dad and Dr. are having a little meeting tomorrow afternoon or so and are going to discus the next step which would be SURGERY.... i have let all the important people know and those that fallowed my little knee updates and they are all praying and waiting to know whats up so now you guys know... ill keep you posted
~hurt knees and tired body... KendelRenae~
so the time has come people... im stopping physical therapy and taking the next step in my "knee adventure" my dad and Dr. are having a little meeting tomorrow afternoon or so and are going to discus the next step which would be SURGERY.... i have let all the important people know and those that fallowed my little knee updates and they are all praying and waiting to know whats up so now you guys know... ill keep you posted
~hurt knees and tired body... KendelRenae~
by by physical therapy you will not be missed
Monday, January 17, 2011
MLK Day... Creole
question of the day: "have u been discriminated against?"
kandee Johnson is an amazing mom she has raised her oldest son Jordan well he gave a great response to a racist joke make by some mean kids at his school... i myself in counter mean ppl often at my high school they assume things about me that arnt true they are quick to say im black just becuz of the color of my skin when in actuality if you look at my family tree u would see that i am creole and very well mixed creole is different from "black" i am native american african american and french and i claim them all and refused to just be called "black" because i am not i am mixed and i love every minute of it if u look in my room u would c every part of me represented i m a big fan of the dream ketches to rep my native side and i have them in my room and i cook food that goes along with my nationality which is amazing and a art people are mean but if they took time to ask questions and not assume the would see that me and jordan and blaker and alani ((kandee's kids)) r all beautiful kids with amazing back grounds and history <3
take the time to ask...
kandee's post about her son's encounter: http://kandeethemakeupartist.blogspot.com/2011/01/they-said-what.html
kandee Johnson is an amazing mom she has raised her oldest son Jordan well he gave a great response to a racist joke make by some mean kids at his school... i myself in counter mean ppl often at my high school they assume things about me that arnt true they are quick to say im black just becuz of the color of my skin when in actuality if you look at my family tree u would see that i am creole and very well mixed creole is different from "black" i am native american african american and french and i claim them all and refused to just be called "black" because i am not i am mixed and i love every minute of it if u look in my room u would c every part of me represented i m a big fan of the dream ketches to rep my native side and i have them in my room and i cook food that goes along with my nationality which is amazing and a art people are mean but if they took time to ask questions and not assume the would see that me and jordan and blaker and alani ((kandee's kids)) r all beautiful kids with amazing back grounds and history <3
take the time to ask...
kandee's post about her son's encounter: http://kandeethemakeupartist.blogspot.com/2011/01/they-said-what.html
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| native american <3 and proud |
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| french and loving it <3 |
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| african american and happy |
Friday, January 14, 2011
PHOTOS OF THE DAY
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| its takes two be original |
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| stem at physical therapy |
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| makes a girls world go round |
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| vans |
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| love the cactus |
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| big part of my life |
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| makes that part of my life happen |
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| missed so much:( |
6 days over due...
question of the day: "What has been happening lifelikeme?"
well its been 6 days since i've made a new post and you wanna know why...
well its because i have gone mad with school and physical therapy for my knee :(
basically my knee is screwed lol :(
but i'm back you guys yeah i know i always come and go lol
its because school is so crazy right now like you have no idea haha
but in two weeks i have finals :( then first semester is over :(
this weekend is MLK weekend so i don't know what im going to do lol
ill figure something out
this has been a long weeks of nothing but physical therapy and school work fun fun fun
TGIIF!
today its a special day its KANDEE JOHNSON'S DUE DATE wooo whooo lol
but no i have nothing more to write... i post some pix of the day since its been like forever
well its been 6 days since i've made a new post and you wanna know why...
well its because i have gone mad with school and physical therapy for my knee :(
basically my knee is screwed lol :(
but i'm back you guys yeah i know i always come and go lol
its because school is so crazy right now like you have no idea haha
but in two weeks i have finals :( then first semester is over :(
this weekend is MLK weekend so i don't know what im going to do lol
ill figure something out
this has been a long weeks of nothing but physical therapy and school work fun fun fun
TGIIF!
today its a special day its KANDEE JOHNSON'S DUE DATE wooo whooo lol
but no i have nothing more to write... i post some pix of the day since its been like forever
Saturday, January 8, 2011
unhappy... :(
question of the day: "Have you ever been truly unhappy?"
well i don't know lately i've just not been happy i don't know from my health falling apart to even one i care about moving and leaving me its just crazy like i don't know i also feel alone its a little ridiculous i just wanna be happy i also wanna find some one that can make me happy not just a monthly thing like guys are jokes like seriously they are and they are a waste of time but at the same time i wanna be happy i want a guy like i see all these guys my friends go through and all these guys my friends date and talk about and i'm the one that like sits there listens to them or sits there at a table with a billion people talking about these other special people in their life and i have like nothing to say and its been like that for what seems like ever or ever since relationships began to matter... i don't know "Unhappy party of one!?"
well i don't know lately i've just not been happy i don't know from my health falling apart to even one i care about moving and leaving me its just crazy like i don't know i also feel alone its a little ridiculous i just wanna be happy i also wanna find some one that can make me happy not just a monthly thing like guys are jokes like seriously they are and they are a waste of time but at the same time i wanna be happy i want a guy like i see all these guys my friends go through and all these guys my friends date and talk about and i'm the one that like sits there listens to them or sits there at a table with a billion people talking about these other special people in their life and i have like nothing to say and its been like that for what seems like ever or ever since relationships began to matter... i don't know "Unhappy party of one!?"
Friday, January 7, 2011
Physically Uncomfortable...
question of the day: "When was the last time you were so physically uncomfortable?"
well this week has been by far the most physically uncomfortable week ive ever gone though... so on thursday i was rushed to the doctors because i woke up with a rash on my hands i got there they diagnosed me with HFM disease ((hand foot and mouth disease that can also appear on your butt)) then i went back to school only to leave from school to go to another doctors appointment for my knee where i was told on one side of my knee i have a white circle thing and the other side i have missing and or torn pieces so im having physical therapy for 3 weeks then going back to determine if i need surgery or not... my health this weeks has seriously gone down the drain... i have never been this tired this week this stressed out this itchy this swollen and so on and so forth this week has given me a run for my health its crazy i cant wait till i get my life and health back on top of all that on thursday my cousin moved to Miami so you can only imagine my day on thursday lots if emotions... and no one told me i would be able to sleep cause of this stuff this is just great but hey it will all get better...
i wanna give a special thank you to Whitney and Chelsea Pagnini for being there for me and supporting me through this week you guys are truly amazing <3
well this week has been by far the most physically uncomfortable week ive ever gone though... so on thursday i was rushed to the doctors because i woke up with a rash on my hands i got there they diagnosed me with HFM disease ((hand foot and mouth disease that can also appear on your butt)) then i went back to school only to leave from school to go to another doctors appointment for my knee where i was told on one side of my knee i have a white circle thing and the other side i have missing and or torn pieces so im having physical therapy for 3 weeks then going back to determine if i need surgery or not... my health this weeks has seriously gone down the drain... i have never been this tired this week this stressed out this itchy this swollen and so on and so forth this week has given me a run for my health its crazy i cant wait till i get my life and health back on top of all that on thursday my cousin moved to Miami so you can only imagine my day on thursday lots if emotions... and no one told me i would be able to sleep cause of this stuff this is just great but hey it will all get better...
i wanna give a special thank you to Whitney and Chelsea Pagnini for being there for me and supporting me through this week you guys are truly amazing <3
Monday, January 3, 2011
Good Bye's Are Hard...
question of the day: "How do you feel about good-bye's?"
well m cousin tay-tay is moving to Miami on thursday the same day i find out about having surgery or not for my knee its going to be a bitter sweet hard day... today on the other hand was another hard day it was the first day back to school and it was the worst i didn't mind being back at school but being weak freezing and a soar throat i was really really tired i got home and gave in...
-goodbye's are hard-
well m cousin tay-tay is moving to Miami on thursday the same day i find out about having surgery or not for my knee its going to be a bitter sweet hard day... today on the other hand was another hard day it was the first day back to school and it was the worst i didn't mind being back at school but being weak freezing and a soar throat i was really really tired i got home and gave in...
-goodbye's are hard-
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