unhappy... :(

question of the day: "Have you ever been truly unhappy?"

well i don't know lately i've just not been happy i don't know from my health falling apart to even one i care about moving and leaving me its just crazy like i don't know i also feel alone its a little ridiculous i just wanna be happy i also wanna find some one that can make me happy not just a monthly thing like guys are jokes like seriously they are and they are a waste of time but at the same time i wanna be happy i want a guy like i see all these guys my friends go through and all these guys my friends date and talk about and i'm the one that like sits there listens to them or sits there at a table with a billion people talking about these other special people in their life and i have like nothing to say and its been like that for what seems like ever or ever since relationships began to matter... i don't know "Unhappy party of one!?"